i said;
"I dont want to die before riding the ferris wheel with you."
"All i can say is i hope im so important to you that my hopes and thoughts about our future will influence your perspective, even a litte."
You know how i am. We both know whats wrong with me. We both know we are similar, yet you are still scared of life.
Of what everything can evolve to. I can understand your fear.
you said;
"In the end we will part our ways."
Maybe youre correct. Im so far from life itself but doesnt it feel even a tiny bit good to have dreams?
where we both are happy.
i know you love being alone but youre saying "what if i change my mind?"
this means you already know that you dont want to be alone. We both are happy when we are in presence of each other.
I dont understand what keeps you far from admitting.
or maybe i am just dreaming
and im forever alone, again.
shit, it seems like im complaining of being alone. No, i love being alone and if it wasnt you, Z, i would want to be alone forever.
But why be alone in lonely while i can be alone with you?